two in one day, let me see if i can keep this streak going!
its kind of nice to sit down and sort my thoughts, organize my budgets, and create my tasks. but most importantly, to really reevaluate and regroup. More often then none, my career is my life. i spend literally all day there, then come home and either run the day over in my head and go through the work that remains, or actually work. I strive so hard to keep pushing myself to the next level, to keep reaching higher, and really beat myself up if i make even the smallest of mistakes. (type a personalities can really be exhausting! ) I feel like i have truly lost track and account of the small things that inspire me so greatly: crafting, movies, coffee walks and dates, giggling, blogging, organizing. perhaps part of it is because i have outgrown our cozy apartment [i can not wait to move!] and part of it is because my mind and energy is still focused on work. what i think i am realizing, with the help of my life coach, is success comes from confidence, which comes from a great depth of self awareness. the ability to completely let go, and be aware and sure that you are doing great, that the sky IS the limit, and that nothing is completely an emergency and has to be tasked and completed all hours of the day. it all sounds so simply to sort out and type, to walk away afterwards. But the truth of the matter is type a is type a unless you retype. My LC is formerly a type a, so she understands the stride and struggles.
to be laying on my comfy bed with popcorn and my laptop, my personal notebook [for tasking and budging] and thinking about the future [ie apartment furniture and designing] is the best medicine i can think of right now. there is always room for a metamorphosis of some sort, and i really feel an awaking…
go do what you love!